(via losedemlbs)
Packing my shit and leaving college tomorrow.
I’m incredibly excited to go home and see my boyfriend, my friends, my parents. I’ve learned to appreciate home after being away for so long.
I’m also incredibly nervous this will absolutely devastate my diet and my plans. Obviously, I can’t go on eating as I am right now - not only because there will be too much temptation and too many people to notice, but because it’s not worth it - I’d like to enjoy my summer. And because I physically can’t do it anymore. My hair and nails are awfully unhealthy by now and I’m perpetually tired.
I hope and pray I can make a successful transition to my old environment. My boyfriend knows all about my diet, and he’s nothing but supportive; my best friend is also dieting, so she’ll be supportive as well. It lies primarily on me.
Right now, I feel like I’ll be fine. But we’ll see when I actually get there.
